Tomorrow is my last day to get everything in order before my surgery day. I am almost done..I think, anyways. I have to get my bag packed but I am not planning on packing much so I am not worried about that. This is one really great thing about having this done here at home..if I do happen to forget something, someone can run home and get it for me with no problems.
Everyone keeps asking me if I am nervous. And honestly, I'm not nervous about the surgery at all but I am at the recovery. Nervous really isn't the word for it though..it's hard to explain. I am not scared but it is just a wierd feeling because there is so much unknown. I know what I've read but this disease just affects everyone so differently and you don't know what to expect really....
Even with all that said, I am so ready.
The thing that is so wierd is how many people will be waiting for me while I am in surgery. I hate the thought of people just sitting and waiting on me. I am so not used to being the one that needs to be taken care of and I don't know how to deal with it. Of course, my friends and family tell me to get over it because they will be there no matter what. LOL And I know, it is really such a blessing to be loved but still...it's wierd for me.
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