Just tired...

I am so tired of being tired.  I am tired of feeling bad.  I am tired of having no energy.  I am tired of being so emotional.  I am tired of hurting.  I am tired of not sleeping.  I am tired of not recognizing myself when I look in the mirror.  I am tired of people worrying about me and wish I could take that from them.   I am even tired of having these little pity parties...geez.  Come on surgery.