Sick and Tired of being Sick and Tired

I had a pretty good day yesterday in terms of pain.  I actually relaxed and was able to get a lot done around the house and then BAM..had a pain 'attack' that was just terrible.  I then proceeded to have a pity party and cried.  I was thinking, "Can I go one full day with no pain..just one??"  It has been so long since I have had a 'normal' day that I don't really know what that feels like.  It's odd, I can sort of remember doing things without being winded or hurting when I think back a few years ago but it's hard for me to really remember what a day without pain is like..I can't 'feel' it in my memory.  I have just hurt for so long now.  We so take health for granted.